My ball career is forever done at Westby High

This feeling, this pain, is undescribable. A part of me is missing, I don't know how long it will take for me to recover from this one. The question now is do I want to play ball at UW-W. I don't think ball will ever be the same, I grew up playing in red, and I don't know if I'll be able to make the transition. I don't think I can just give up ball like that tho, it can't end like that. I'm being torn apart, and my inner voice is telling me I have to work that much harder and pull through. My drive is so high, but idk which one is overriding, the pain or the drive, we will see. Just know this, I love ball more than most will ever know, and this pain is equivalent or even greater than that long term relationship break up.
-Cp3-